Finals Week

So finals are finally here. It's been a really fast year. I can't believe that a school year really flew by that fast. I mean people have already packed up their stuff and moved out. My room looks so empty and bare right now, which is a kind of a relief, but it's also sad. I made some awesome friends this year and I really doubt that it will ever be this awesome again. I loved living on campus and just getting to know people who live on my floor. It's going to be totally different being in an apartment and having to actually cook for myself. I haven't done that in a whole year, but then that will be much better for my health.

I really have started to become happy again. I know that there are lot of big decisions left for me and I know that I will be able to graduate early, but should I? I know that there's nothing waiting for me if I do, but I know that I can't just stay in school forever. It costs too much and I need to be on my way to getting my dreams accomplished. I've met some awesome people at UCLA and it wasn't apparent at first and only up until this quarter, have I finally realized what a true friend is and who they are. I haven't really started studying for finals and not really worried about it. I know I'll be fine, but I should make sure of it. Anyways, I will be done by Wednesday and that's pretty early. I should have all my stuff moved out by then and hopefully I have the help to do it.

I think I might go back to San Diego for a week and visit my other friends elsewhere too like in Riverside and stuff like that. I need to make sure I get all my shit taken care of. Till later, probably much later, but I will do my best to write more. Jim always stressed how important it was to have a journal.